today i wrestled with insecurities and laziness
today i wore dark lipstick and my hair down
today it was cold in the morning and hot in the afternoon
today i was tired but so wide awake
today is almost over,
today it is too late
backhand you into next week
smoke it out, today
eyeball stuff inc
i had a patient this afternoon who presented with mild to no symptoms but his electroretinograph readings were super low and his OCT showed loss in his nerve fiber but nothing fucking matches.
scans show he should be missing vision in superior temporal quadrant, his loss is inferior nasal.
electroretinograph shows low magnitudes in THE WRONG EYE THAT HAS NO VISUAL LOSS
i’m so frustrated but he was so nice and kept saying “my momma always say i was a strange one” but i want the answers for him i neeeeeed the answers for him
I’m going to be up for days trying to figure this out
jsafnhaosifuhakfjnasf *internal suffering*
remember kids, you can’t spell potential without pot
sometimes i forget you can customize the way your blog looks because who ever really leaves their dashboard anyway?
this morning was cold
but the blankets were so warm
let’s fuck through winter
this is a typical discomfort. leftovers of dancing in the stars trying to have a conversation with myself. sometimes i feel like i may not really be here at all, that i’m a thought someone had once that gained sentience and ran wild.
sometimes i’m watching myself and others through a fogged glass, drawing pictures in the clouds and keeping notes. sometimes i’m not really here at all, sometimes you’re not really here at all.
sometimes, we just need a few minutes to breathe in the morning dew and exhale yesterday’s nightmares.
sometimes you get so lost in a single word that you wrap yourself around it and you absorb it.
put on the mask and
tie your cape around your neck
this month, we are free
feeling like hot shit
snotty and drippy and gross
sleep me away, love
wendydogood said: Gorgeous girl. I miss you lots.
i miss you too you beautiful bride you <3 <3
justanothergeekupinhere said:Omg, so pretty <3
<3 no you are
imstephok reblogged this from you and added:
let’s get drunk and suck face STAT